Goth Church on Friday Nights

I think this photo ended up in a book about alternative scenes. We posed for the writer, but I can’t remember the title.

He didn’t know.
But now we do.

Turns out, we both used to show up every Friday night to the same ritual… our little goth church.
Barely 18, dressed in our sharpest black, paying our $10 tithe to the industrial goth gods, the ones who lived behind the smoke machine and screamed through the speakers.

Maybe we met.
Maybe we didn’t.

Maybe I cut him off in line.
Maybe I stole his parking spot.
Maybe I elbowed past him when the club let out and everyone spilled into the street like we’d just gotten a pardon from Hades.
Maybe he handed me a flyer for his band and without knowing I dropped it on the sidewalk.

Back then, the club was a kung-fu movie audition in disguise… limbs flying, boots stomping, bodies moving in angles that would give Euclid a headache. And yet, some of them didn’t dance. Some stood still, half-lit under the fog machines, watching. Maybe, just maybe, he was one of those… the kind who didn’t need to move to be present. A Watcher. One who observed enough movement to carry it home and sketch it later in silence.

Goth guys were shy back then.
It was like walking into a baby bat rescue shelter.
If you wanted one, you had to point and say,
‘I want that one.’
And maybe… just maybe… he was one of the ones who stood still,
clutching a plastic cup and silently praying to be summoned for a dance.

And the funny part is… after all those Friday nights at goth church, I ended up in one of their bat caves.
Not as a disciple.
More like a modern‑day goddess from another realm… the kind where we don’t follow north stars, we follow chickens through a cornfield maze until they point toward the exit.
I hugged him… maybe too tight. I might've cut off his circulation, but it’s hard to say when someone’s already pale.
What do you even tell the paramedics? “Uh, he’s pale?” How pale? “Goth pale?”
So yeah… maybe I squeezed a little too hard.
But it had been a long time coming.

I called it a Reverse “Disney hug”. He broke the spell first, so the ritual ended.

So in the end, I did pose for him.
Yes… like Rose from Titanic... just not as glamorous.
I think I looked like I was about to be embalmed.
Still, he complimented me and said I held so still.
He had no idea I was in full zombie-brain mode… nerves disintegrating, thoughts scrambled.
I told him I had taken a horse tranquilizer and, while he looked away to sharpen his graphite pencil, quietly glued myself to the chair. To this day, he’s probably still trying to scrape the glue off that chair.
Either way, I made it through.

But that was the easy part.

It didn’t even cross my mind I had to take the sketch with me. And just like in the military: I didn’t ask, and he didn’t tell. Maybe deep down I thought he was just gonna sketch me like one of those 90s toy sketch pads… you know, the kind where the drawing disappears if you shake it too hard. Temporary. Erasable. No evidence.

The hard part was figuring out how to keep my parents from finding the artwork. I hadn’t realized I’d be taking it home with me… and I happened to be staying with my religious mother, who I was pretty sure would have to go to church twice that week just to pray away whatever sin she thought I’d committed. When I told her the truth, she slammed the brakes so hard I was glad I had my seatbelt on. In that moment, I was teenager again. And I think she’s still lighting candles.

Bartering Dozens for Drama

I can’t sleep… and of course, I’ve got something absurd stuck in my head again.

I was really sad earlier, and sometimes when I’m sad, my brain just… spirals into ridiculousness.

So this is me… turning grief into eggs.

(Just roll with it.)

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I keep thinking about the egg shortage.

Remember that? “Eggflation.” When eggs were like $9… or your firstborn?

Well, actually, people don’t take firstborns anymore.

Too expensive to raise one. These days they just want them working age. And that age varies by country.

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Anyways, I didn’t really feel it. I live in a small town surrounded by farms, so eggs here stayed affordable… sometimes even free.

Well… "free."

There was this woman who used to bring me boxes of fresh eggs,,, like, cartons at a time … in exchange for something far more expensive:

Listening.

Not just nodding politely. I’m talking about full-on therapist mode.

One-woman trauma dump hotline. Small-town edition.

There was one day I’ll never forget… she told me her toxic boyfriend finally gave her a ring. I got genuinely excited for her.

Then she said:

“It’s a promise ring.”

And I blinked.

Because this man was nearly 60 years old.

And I was like… ma’am.

I mean, I always heard men don’t reach full maturity until about 65, so maybe there’s still hope. Maybe by the time he hits retirement, he’ll propose for real.

Scientific studies confirm this.

Actually… don’t look it up. You’ll just confirm that I’m lying.

But yeah. That was just one of the many emotional egg transactions I endured.

It’s rural bartering at its finest:

Psychological labor in exchange for protein.

A little therapy for a little cholesterol.

Anyway, I was in Austin once during the height of eggflation and people were losing their minds at HEB, full egg crisis, collective panic.

I just stood there and said,

“Well… at least the cholesterol went down.”

Silence.

They weren’t ready.

The Neighborhood Animal Crisis Hotline (and the Law of Finders Keepers)

The little monks who came to test my spiritual readiness.

It started innocently △ △ △ a few Ring notifications here and there. Somewhere between the lost dog on Canary Lane and the Chicken Snake Incident, my Ring app has evolved into a full-blown animal-rescue soap opera.

Every few minutes, a new headline appears:

“Wandering dog seen at Arlan’s parking lot.”
“Is anyone missing a Chihuahua? He’s sitting politely at my door.”
“White shit zu under a truck. Possibly meditating.”

Meanwhile, the Chicken Snake slithered past a “No Soliciting” sign and became a local celebrity△ △ △ proof that enlightenment comes in many forms (and sometimes, scales).

And then there are the essays △ △ △ neighbors writing heartfelt memoirs about refugee cats they’ve been feeding for three days.
They post tear-jerking photos and ask, “Should I find them a home?”

No, Karen. You found the cats. They found you.
That’s destiny △ △ △ Finders Keepers Law, Article I, Section Me.
That’s how the geometry works in this neighborhood.

If they’ve been sleeping on your porch for three days, congratulations: you’ve been chosen.
That’s the sacred geometry of suburbia.

But the universe likes to remind me that it, too, has a sense of humor.
One afternoon, two tiny kittens appeared near my back door △ △ △ trembling, angelic, clearly homeless. I called my friend at animal rescue, who said maybe the mother was out looking for food… but might not return.

So I did what any responsible adult goddess of home decor would do:
I went on a full rescue mission to Walmart.
I spent an hour curating the cutest little cages, reading cat food labels like I was adopting royalty. I chose toys, water bowls, blankets that color matched △ △ △ the feline equivalent of a welcome basket from the Four Seasons.

And when I finally got home △ △ △ radiant, benevolent, ready to open my heart and my wallet △ △ △ while meanwhile, the cats have already Houdini’d back to the cosmos. Reminding me that even the strays have free will.

Just gone.
Like tiny monks who came only to test my spiritual readiness.

Now I understand the real geometry of it all:
Sometimes the strays find you.
Sometimes they just pass through to remind you that love, like cats, cannot be contained.

The feed has become a holy scroll of suburban compassion and chaos.
Everyone’s searching △ △ △ for pets, for purpose, for closure.
And me? I’ve muted notifications, enlightened by the truth:
The animals have already chosen their people.

Apollo B, the Weekday Serial Killer

Absurd Geometry Field Notes No. 3
(Because even gods show up at the gym.)

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I was lying in my hammock, taking a sunbath △ △ △ the kind that makes neighbors wonder if I’m photosynthesizing.
The sunlight was coming through the trees in slow geometric shapes, and I was laughing to myself about Apollo B △ △ △ the time I’d asked him to leave his axe at home. Divine encounters are complicated enough without weapons.

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Yes, that Apollo △ △ △ the one with supernova eyes.
The kind of eyes that burn bright enough to light a universe, and then disappear just as fast.

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He had that cerebral wit that made you feel seen and studied at the same time.
He was a dissector of design, fluent in irony, allergic to sincerity.
I called him my second Apollo △ △ △ the man who could make even darkness look conceptual.

He had curls like a bird’s nest.
I once told him if I were a bird, I’d live in his hair.
He chuckled △ △ △ politely, I think △ △ △ but at the time, politeness and amusement looked exactly the same to me.

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Back when I still used dating apps (an arena I’ve long since left behind), I swiped right on him while trying to clean a smudge off my phone screen.
Which, in hindsight, was foreshadowing △ △ △ a metaphor disguised as a mistake.

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Before we met, I performed what I considered a responsible safety check.
You know that urban myth that if you ask an undercover cop, “Are you a cop?” they’re legally required to tell the truth? (Completely ridiculous.)
Well, I’ve always assumed serial killers have a similar Code of Conduct:
if you suspect someone’s a serial killer, you can simply ask, and they must answer honestly.

Danger never really goes away, but at least it has manners.

So I asked him if he was a serial killer.
He said yes, but only on weekdays.
We were meeting on the weekend.

That was the moment I thought: finally, someone who speaks fluent absurdity.

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Turns out we weren’t speaking the same dialect △ △ △ I was writing poetry, he was proofreading the margins △ △ △ ever the designer, searching for symmetry where I saw feeling.
We met for a brief chapter, and when it ended, it ended silently.

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He started appearing everywhere △ △ △ at Olympias (the gym where mortals train like gladiators),
in The Temple of Provisions (where divine beings select their weekly offerings),
even in the parking lot, where his white chariot always ended up beside mine.

One day at the Temple of Provisions, we locked eyes △ △ △ my famous gaze.
We stared at each other as if fate were pressing pause.
But honestly? I was only staring because I was evaluating a creature that needed to be sent back to its habitat.

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It was getting suspiciously mythological, so I finally texted him to confirm whether he was the man himself or his doppelgänger.
He replied that he was “the real one △ △ △ the real copy,” which somehow made perfect nonsense.
So I ordered him, as any goddess would, to alter his sacred training hours at Olympias.
The mortal realm was clearly glitching △ △ △ two divine beings should never share a treadmill.

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The last time I saw him, I was in a yellow dress with my new bionic glasses on △ △ △ the prescription kind, not the superhero kind.
I walked right past him like sunlight moving past a shadow △ △ △ no eye contact, no hesitation.
That was my release.

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Now, when I think of him, I laugh.
Maybe he really was a weekday serial killer △ △ △
the kind that kills the mood, the moment, the illusion △ △ △
but always clocks out before Sunday.

The Glued-Back Watermelon Conspiracy

BREAKING NEWS: Discount Demanded on “Pre-Tasted” Watermelon

Shoppers were left stunned today after evidence surfaced that certain watermelons on store shelves had been previously opened, taste-tested, and then carefully patched back together like a bad science experiment before resale.

Experts say the faint fault lines on the rind are clear proof: these are not fresh fruits but refurbished units.

Industry insiders confirm that consumers are entitled to demand at least 50% off any melon showing signs of prior consumption.

“This is standard return protocol,” one anonymous produce worker admitted. “If the original buyer didn’t like the flavor, it goes back to the shelf. Think of it like an open-box laptop △ △ △ but juicier.”

After all:
Why pay full price for refurbished produce?
It’s only logical.
It’s only geometry.
It’s only absurd.

Geometry Doesn’t Lie

Look closely at this watermelon △ △ △ the cracks across its rind aren’t random. They’re the scars of betrayal.

Someone cracked it open, took a bite, and decided… nope. Not sweet enough. Not juicy enough. Maybe too much math inside.

So what did they do? Naturally, they glued it back together and slid it back onto the shelf, hoping no one would notice.

And now here you are, staring at a Frankenstein watermelon with a past.
A watermelon that already failed its taste test, stitched back together and rolled out for one more chance at love.

Shoppers are advised to check their carts carefully. If you hear rattling seeds, it’s already too late.

Consumer Tip △ △ △ Absurd Geometry Seal of Approval

• Always inspect fruit for glue seams, stitching, or suspicious symmetry.

• Ask the clerk: “Has this produce been previously loved?”

  • If the clerk blinks once, that means yes △ △ △ even if he says no.

  • Remember: Shakespeare taught us the eyes are the windows of the soul. The lips may deny, but the eyelids confess.

• Demand 50% off refurbished items. It’s the law (probably).

Rule #47 of Absurd Geometry

If the fruit has already lived a life, you get it for half price.

Developing Story

What worries shoppers more is the suspicion that watermelon may not be the only fruit caught in this recycling scheme. Reports have already surfaced of:

• suspiciously shiny oranges,

• unusually square apples, and

• bananas with suspicious Velcro-like seams.

The investigation continues…

Follow-Up: Field Test Results

At Absurd Geometry, we don’t just speculate △ △ △ we test.

So, in the interest of consumer science, I personally put Tip #47 into practice. I located a suspicious watermelon, dressed in my most professional suit, and approached the register with grave seriousness.

“I demand 50% off,” I said, sliding the fruit forward like it was evidence in a courtroom.

To my surprise, the clerk agreed immediately.
To my greater surprise, he took me literally. He handed me half off the price… and kept half the watermelon.

And that’s how the experiment concluded. A success in mathematics, a tragedy in fruit.

Australia: Land of Demigods and Drunk Koalas

When I think of Australia, it’s not just about the outback, the endless coastline, or the fact that everything there can give you the kiss of death. No △ △ △ it’s also about the runway of good-looking demigods that seem to inhabit the place (yes, Chris Hemsworth, I’m looking at you), just walking around like Thor forgot to clock out of Asgard.

But what really steals my imagination are the animals. Take the koalas. They look cute and cuddly, but they’re tougher than they seem, fearless little troublemakers. I’ve seen videos of them picking fights with dogs, which makes me think twice about my dream of hugging one. Honestly, I wouldn’t be shocked if I walked past a Sydney bar and saw a koala being thrown out by security for starting a brawl △ △ △ eucalyptus-flavored liquor in fuzzy paw, still demanding “just one more.” That’s how I picture Australia: a place where even koalas have nightlife drama.

And then, there are the dingoes. The dingo dilemma is simple: never sit down, never take a break when you’re out in the wild. Because you never know △ △ △ a dingo might be watching. And not just watching△ △ △ watching like a cartoon wolf, tongue out, eyes bulging, practically salivating at the thought of you as the main course.. They’re opportunists. Show weakness, and that’s when they’ll come at you. So if I ever play Frisbee with a dingo, I’d throw it as far as I could △ △ △ and by the time he came back all excited, I’d already be gone. He’d be stuck wagging his tail, still holding the Frisbee, and scanning the horizon for his next victim. Don’t believe me? Look it up.

That’s how I imagine Australia: beautiful, dangerous, and a little absurd. And yes, I’d still risk it all △ △ △ but with life insurance, of course.

Welcome to Absurd Geometry

This blog, Absurd Geometry, is dedicated first to God. I believe that the talents we’re given are not random △ △ △ they are divine sparks, gifts of grace. When we share those talents with the world, we are honoring God Himself, because we’re returning His gift in the form of light, laughter, and creativity. Like light through a prism, what He gives us bends into colors of our own making △ △ △ angles only we can create.

It is also dedicated to my dad△ △ △ a true alchemist. He suffered as a child in ways most people can’t imagine, yet instead of letting that turn him bitter or angry, he transformed it. Where others might use suffering as an excuse to stay stuck or resentful, my dad turned his pain into jokes, into warmth, into laughter he could share with the world. That is alchemy: turning suffering into gold, into humor, into love.

And in my own way, I try to carry that same legacy. I take my stress, my challenges, my absurd little moments of life, and I turn them into stories and jokes. This blog is my version of that alchemy△ △ △ finding the geometry in the chaos, reshaping it into laughter.

Why “Absurd Geometry”?

My humor has always been a little absurd, a little deadpan. A few years ago, I started writing my jokes down △ △ △ turning stress into humor, into little stories. Some of the names have been altered, but they’ll probably rhyme with yours.

This blog is my collection of those absurd angles and crooked lines of life △ △ △ where everyday frustrations, weird encounters, and awkward memories get reshaped into geometry that somehow makes sense when you laugh at it.

Sometimes you’ll find anecdotes. Sometimes you’ll find short stories. Sometimes it’ll be commentary on the “news” (or the kind of news that doesn’t always make the news). But it will always be me, finding the geometry in the absurd.

So welcome. Take a seat and get ready for angles that don’t add up △ △ △ but somehow still add laughter.

Last year, at a children’s museum, my dad climbed into a little puppet booth, grabbed a couple of puppets, and started doing a show. He used this ridiculous voice, shaking the puppets with all the drama and passion of a Broadway star. My dad gave that performance like the room was full, like he had an audience of thousands. But he only needed one person to see it. And that was enough.

That moment became the seed of Absurd Geometry. This blog is my puppet show: sometimes silly, sometimes heartfelt, and usually both. Absurd Geometry is a public archive of incidents that probably should have been left unreported.